It's okay to be okay(ish)

I want to talk to you about 2015. The year I ‘came out’ of the ex-Muslim closet to my family. I was depressed and had no idea how to cope with the emotional turmoil I was in. I remember my walk to work was 20 minutes. I used to have to sit and take a rest halfway as my legs felt like they were too weak to carry me. I realised this was lethargy - my body feeling like it isn’t strong enough to carry me. I used to sit on a wall halfway on my walk and cry thinking that I am in my